I'm starting this without any direction. I just want to write. I want to write about ideas, my life, and other people's lives without slipping in to the self-pitying or diving in to the swamp of lazy hate that fills in the gaps of my life. I want to write about a girl that learned to mistrust the world before she set of in to the winter, and her feet carried her through starvation and against winds that hurt. I want to write about a man that grew old in a regular life, watched his wife pass away in peace, and then nursed his shattered heart until he died..... only to be brought back by the same lost girl that traveled in the snow. A story stirs in my head about a man so dissatisfied by the world around him, yet can't find a fuse to light with his burning heart. The songs tell him to fight a war he can't take up arms in, and so he dips in to his own insanity and finds a guardian angel. He kills and finds someone just as broken and ready to join his own aimless war. A fire needs to burn or it smolders, right? I want to write about these things, but what I really want is to write this exact piece of writing. This narrative of wanting to succeed yet feeling the much more comforting weight of bitterness is nicer. I want to write this, post it, and then go for a run, shower, and sleep away today. I'm doing exactly what I want to do. I don't think I really care about the narrative in the words, but the narrative of myself.
ProclaimMeKing September 07, 2015 12:09AM
I'd read. The concept is thrilling
ritaabrol October 04, 2015 05:10PM
Sounds CRAZY, but in a good way I guess. Here's something else that's crazy, I think you'd like it: https://www.jotflow.com/jot/Crazy-Facts-About-The-World-That-Sound-Fake-But-Are-Totally-True-Infographic/1030